Lonesome

John started night shift at work this week, and I am lonely and, tonight, I'm in a bad mood. I was going to go to bed early after letting the dogs in, pop in a movie, and do some drawing until I felt tired. I still might. Maybe it's because I'm already tired and trying to adjust to the new schedule that I feel like crying. Is it logical for me to miss my husband when he's only at work? I didn't miss him like this when he was working days. I missed him, sure. But it's different now.